Back Seat

This is what the backseat of my car looks like now: (I still sort of feel like I am having a panic attack when i look back there!)

Sorry I can't show ANY pictures of our twins... You'll just have to meet them! They're cute!

I had my first "moment" on Saturday night. As we walked into the sanctuary at our church with the boys, all of them. And we were just standing in the back for worship, feeling out how the twins were doing. As I sat down next to them, they were dancing in the back isle, and I just started weeping. This is exactly what I've been praying for every single time I have entered this sanctuary over the past three years. These are the boys I was crying out to God for. These are the boys my heart was aching for and my spirit was interceding for, and now I know a little bit about why. I was just so overwhelmed with God's provision and blessing, I was so overwhelmed with their brokenness, and the hope they have Christ, and the future He has for them, and I just kept thanking God that He had brought me to today, the very day I had been dreaming about and praying for... and even though the journey looked nothing like I thought it would, I am so happy I followed Him here.

We don't know how long the twins will be in our lives, it could be a month, a year, or forever... and we are totally at peace with that. And just blessed with each day we get to spend with them.